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Tuesday, September 21, 2021

Is the "Cutting Short" Doctrine Scriptural? Part 2

 


Dennis Edwards     To Go to Part 1

 How do we Understand the Seals and the Last Days?


 As I have said earlier, the Seals seem to be a problem for many students of Revelation. Some even believe everything in Revelation is chronological. Thank God for modern cinematography which has given us an understanding of the zoom-in effect and the panoramic effect. I have removed the Seals from your diagram because they cover the period of the beginning of Christianity until the final Wrath. The Seals are panoramic and start when Christ arrives in Heaven after his ascension. He opens the Seals and starts the “Last Days.” 


 Here are some verses in the New Testament which show the "last days" are not just during the last seven year period, but have been happening since the time Christ ascended up into Heaven. “God… has in these last days spoken unto us by his Son, whom he has appointed heir of all things, by whom also he made the worlds.”[40] So here we see the author of Hebrews putting the "last days" from the time of Christ. The Apostle John writes, “Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time.[41]John is writing during the first century and he too considers it the last time.


 In Timothy we read, “Now the Spirit speaks expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils; speaking lies in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron.[42] Paul seems to be talking of some time in the future from his time period, which we see again in the following passage. “This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, without natural affection, truce-breakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, traitors, heady, high-minded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; having the form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.[43]


However, we have been experiencing these signs for hundreds of years, if not more. Peter tells us, “Knowing this first, that there shall come in the last days scoffers, walking after their own lusts, and saying, Where is the promise of his coming? For since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation.”[44]Again this sign is not something new to today but we can at least trace this back to the French Revolution and afterwards, if not before.


Understanding the First Four Seals-the Four Horsemen of Apocalypse!


Because of the above reasoning, I have taken the first four Seals from the seven year period, where they had been placed. I did so because the forces let loose at the opening of the Seals have been at work since the time Christ opened them. I would dare say that these four spirits may very well have been active since the dawn of history. We can even see them at work before Christ’s appearance on the earth. Let’s look at them more clearly.

 

The first four Seals are of the four horsemen going forth, the four spirits, over the face of the earth. In Zechariah 6 we see something similar. We see the same colored horses as in Revelation 6. The prophet asked what it means. “Then I answered and said unto the angel that talked with me, What are these, my lord? And the angel answered and said unto me, These are the four spirits of the heavens, which go forth from standing before the Lord of the earth.[45] Looking back to Revelation 6 we can deduce the characteristics of the four spirits into the following four groups: the spirit of God, the white horse; the spirit of war and violence, the red horse; the spirit of economic greed, the black horse; the spirit of death, the pale horse.


Why do I say that the white horse represents the spirit of God? First, let’s look and read the description in Revelation. “And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering and to conquer.[46] How can we understand who this is? We must look to scripture and see if we find other verses that can amplify or help give us further understanding of the meaning of the verse. Later in Revelation we read the following: “And I saw the heavens open, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he does judge and make war…: and his name is called the Word of God.[47] 


This is Jesus on the white horse, not the spirit of antichrist. Jesus obvious has been given a crown which we also see in scripture: “And I looked, and behold a white cloud, and upon the cloud one sat like unto the Son of man, having on his head a golden crown, and in his hand a sharp sickle.[48] Here we see Jesus the Son of man with a crown on his head, going forth to reap. God’s spirit goes forth to conquer in spite of the Devil and all he can to do to kill, destroy and lie. God’s spirit is still conquering hearts today even in the midst of gross spiritual darkness.


You see, the Bible interprets itself. There is no indication that the white horse of Revelation 6 should be interpreted as representing the Antichrist. Those that insist that the Seals are happening during the last seven years, use that justification to say the white horse must be the Antichrist. But we see no scriptural justification for this, only human speculation. There are no scriptures to back it up, nor any good reasoning. But there are scriptures to back up the idea that the white horse is referring to God’s spirit and Jesus himself, and not the spirit of antichrist. 


The four spiritual forces of the Apocalypse have been in battle since the time of Christ and I would say, even before, the three against the one: the good spirit of God fighting against the evil spirits of the Wicked one. The world is not all evil. In fact, at the onset of Christianity, the spirit of Christ conquered the Roman Empire. Love and truth are greater than the sword. Good exists in the world. 


 At times it may seem that the three evil spirits have had and are having the upper hand. But at other times, God’s good spirit has had and has made many great victories for God and mankind. Even in the time of war, God’s love has shown forth in men’s heroic deeds in the giving of their lives to save others. Even today many are turning to Christ in countries like China and Syria. Many people are doing good in spite of the evil prevalent in the world today.


I have said the black horse was the spirit of economic greed. This is not just my speculation, but is backed up again with scriptural justification. Our doctrines or interpretations must have scriptural backup otherwise they are arbitrary and unreasonable. In Revelation we read about the black horse. “And I beheld, and lo a black horse; and he that sat on him had a pair of balances in his hand. And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts say, A measure of wheat for a penny, and three measures of barley for a penny; and see thou hurt not the oil and the wine.”[49] 


Is there any place else in scripture with similar imagery? Does scripture help us interpret scripture, “line upon line, here a little, there a little[50]? Strange as it may seem, in Hosea we find the following: “He is a merchant, the balances of deceit are in his hand: he loves to oppress.[51] Wow, that sounds a little like something we find later in Revelation. “For thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by their sorceries were all nations deceived.[52] 


In Amos we find the same balances of deceit again. “Hear this, ye that swallow up the needy, even to make the poor of the land to fail, saying, When will the new moon be gone, that we may sell corn? And the Sabbath, that we may set forth wheat, making the ephah, the amount, small and the shekel, the cost, great, and falsifying the balances by deceit? That we may buy the poor for silver, and the needy for a pair of shoes; yea, and sell the refuse of the wheat.”[53] How much is this like our greedy and unscrupulous capitalistic economic elite who use economic means to enslave whole countries, even our own?


 The Breaking of the Covenant and Great Tribulation


In Apostle Paul we read that the Holy Spirit will withhold the evil upon the earth until the sins of mankind become so great that the Holy Spirit will recede and let “that Wicked be revealed.” “And now ye know what withholds, or holds back, that he might be revealed in his time. For the mystery of iniquity does already work: only he who now lets will let, until he be taken out of the way.”[54] 


Bible scholars believe this is talking about the Holy Spirit which will eventually be removed from withholding the evil forces and allow the Antichrist full reign. In other words, the time will come because of the sins of man that the Holy Spirit will refrain from holding back the evil. “And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming.[55] The revealing is at the time of the Breaking of the Covenant at the midst of the last seven years when Satan is cast out of Heaven, or the spiritual realm, and enters into the Antichrist.

Let’s read about the “casting out” event in Revelation 12. “And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon fought and his angels, and prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven, or the spiritual realm. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceives the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him…And when the dragon saw that he was cast unto the earth, he persecuted the woman which brought forth the man child. And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.[56]


We see here that when the devil is cast out, he persecutes the woman, the church of believers, for 3 ½ years. In the scriptures, over and over again the time of the Tribulation period is given as 3 ½ years.


In Daniel we see the same event where we read, “And at that time shall Michael stand up, the great prince which stands for the children of thy people: and there shall be a time of trouble, such as never was since there was a nation, even to that same time.”[57] This sounds like Jesus’ own words when he said, “For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.”[58]


Looking at these verses together it seems they are talking about the same event, the Tribulation period. The Devil is cast out of the spiritual realm and enters into the Antichrist at the beginning of the Tribulation.


The next part of the verse in Daniel says, “And at that time thy people shall be delivered, every one that shall be found written in the book. And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.”[59] Obviously, this is a reference to the Rapture that takes place “immediately after the Tribulation of those days,”[60]according to the words of Jesus in Matthew.


Earlier in Daniel we read, “And he, (the Antichrist), shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they, (God’s people), shall be given into his hands until a time and times and the dividing of time,” or 3 ½ years.[61] In Thessalonians which we have already read, we have seen the Antichrist sitting in the temple claiming to be God and demanding to be worshipped.[62] 


In Revelation 13 we see that, after what seems like a miraculous healing from a deadly assassination attempt, all the world worships the Antichrist. “And I saw one of his heads as it were wounded to death; and his deadly wound was healed: and all the world wondered after the beast. And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast?[63]


Reading Revelation 12 again we see once more, “And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceives the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him…. And they, (the Christian believers, whether newly converted Jews or spiritual Jews), overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! For the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knows that he has but a short time, (3 ½ years). And when the dragon saw that he was cast out unto the earth, he persecuted the woman, the church, which brought forth the man child.”[64] 


Mary the mother of Jesus was part of the Church of believers from the Old Testament from the time of Adam and Eve and righteous Abel down through the centuries. All the true believers are part of the woman. “And to the woman, (the Church in persecution during the Great Tribulation period), were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, (or 3 ½ years), from the face of the serpent.”[65]


In Revelation 13 we find something similar: “And it was given unto him, the Antichrist, to make war with the saints, and to overcome them: and power was given him over all kindreds, and tongues, and nations,”[66] during of the Great Tribulation “to continue forty and two months,” or 3 ½ years.[67]


Could the Woman be the Modern Israeli Nation who Will Convert in the Last Days?


I wanted to address the point about the Woman in Revelation 12 because of some of the misguided ideas that are going around. One prominent idea is that the Woman is representative of the Nation of Israel which gave us the Messiah. In the imagery we see she has twelve stars on her crown which are said to represent the twelve tribes of Israel. The idea is that from the physical nation of Israel we received the Messiah. During the Tribulation, 144,000 descendents of the tribes of Israel will be saved and persecuted by the Antichrist. The Christians will get raptured because of the “cutting short” doctrine and the newly saved Jews will stand up and fight against the Antichrist. Well, this sounds pretty good and gets us out of the jam of having to suffer for the 3 ½ year period. But is it scriptural or logical?


If you get out your Bible and read the Old Testament you will see it’s a testimony against the old Jewish nation who over and over again rejected the God that saved them. In Chronicles we read, “Moreover all the chief of the priests, and the people, transgressed very much after all the abominations of the heathen; and polluted the house of the Lord which he had hallowed in Jerusalem. And the Lord God of their fathers sent to them by his messengers, rising up betimes, and sending; because he had compassion on his people, and on his dwelling place: but they mocked the messengers of God, and despised his words, and misused his prophets, until the wrath of the Lord arose against his people, till there was no remedy.”[68]


As we see from the Bible it was only a few righteous believers within the Jewish nation that were truly following God. The author of Hebrews names some of the righteous since the time of Adam as: Abel, Enoch, Noah, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Sara, Joseph, Moses, Rahab, Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, David, Samuel and the prophets.[69] He goes to explain how many suffered and “were tortured, not accepting deliverance; that they might obtain a better resurrection.[70] 


Doesn’t it make more sense to see the woman as the Bride of Christ? She has a crown so she must be a queen. Who is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords? It is none other than Jesus Christ. So even though the woman “brought forth the man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron” - Jesus Christ, she is in fact the King’s wife, the Bride of Christ. All true believers from the time of Adam and Eve until today are part of the Bride of Christ. That’s how Jesus sees us, the church, as his wife, his queen. 


That’s also who the Devil wants to destroy, the true believers, since the time of righteous Abel until today. Who is it that keeps the commandments of God and has the testimony of Jesus Christ? It is none other than the true Church, the true believers, those who confess Him, follow Him and let His love dictate their lives. During the Tribulation the Devil will be persecuting God’s people. Both gentile and Jewish Christians will be in it together and will rejoice together when He comes.


The Martyrs of the Fifth Seal


In the opening of the fifth seal in Revelation 6, we see the martyred saints asking for vengeance upon their enemies. “And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the testimony which they held. And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, do you not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth?[71] Since the time of the ascension and Stephen’s death, Christians have been dying for their faith. The martyrs were told they needed to wait a little longer until more martyrs arrived. 

Martyrs in Nigeria

The Great Tribulation appears to be a period where many will be martyred for their faith during Satan’s worldwide persecution of believers and of those who do not take the “Mark of the Beast.”[72] “And there was given unto him, the Antichrist, a mouth speaking great things and blasphemies; and power was given unto him to continue forty and two months, (which is 3 ½ years).[73]


The Sealing of the 144,000


The sealing of the 144,000 takes place before the Trumpets of Tribulation which are poured upon the wicked. But even in the context of Revelation 7, we see the chapter pans to the future after the Tribulation, because the saints are suddenly already with the Lamb in Heaven. “And I said unto him, Sir, thou knows. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sits on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst anymore; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat. For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.[74]


If they came out of Great Tribulation then most probably the vision is of a period after the Great Tribulation or concurrent with the Great Tribulation and these saints have been martyred out of tribulation or have been raptured up at the end of the Tribulation. So even in one chapter, we start with a period before the Trumpets of Tribulation and end with a period which could very well be and looks like a time in the distant future. It says, “And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.[75] The wiping away of the tears actually happens in scripture during the time of the New Heaven and New Earth. However, it could very well happen also at the Judgment Seat of Christ and the Marriage Supper, although it is not mentioned in scripture. So the chapter could be panning from before the Tribulation period, to well after it, within the same chapter.


The Sixth Seal


The sixth seal includes the Wrath of God because the picture in Revelation 6 is parallel with or equal to the Wrath of God we see in Revelation 16, particularly the seventh vial. First let’s look at Revelation 6. “And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became as blood; and the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree casts her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind. And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together; and every mountain and island were moved out of their places. And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains; and said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sits on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb: for the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand?[76]


Now we will look at Revelation 16 and watch for the similarities. “And the seventh angel poured out his vial into the air; and there came a great voice out of the temple of heaven, from the throne, saying, It is done. And there were voices, and thunders, and lightnings; and there was a great earthquake, such as was not since men were upon the earth, so mighty an earthquake, and so great. And the great city was divided into three parts, and the cities of the nations fell: and great Babylon came in remembrance before God, to give unto her the cup of the wine of the fierceness of his wrath. And every island fled away, and the mountains were not found. And there fell upon men great hail out of heaven, every stone about the weight of a talent: and men blasphemed God because of the plague of the hail; for the plague thereof was exceeding great.”[77]


When we read these two sections[78] carefully we can see that they seem to be talking about the same event. They could not be talking about too different events as the destruction of every mountain and island is quite significant. To have this event happen twice seems most improbable. The four similarities in the verses: 1. a great earthquake, 2. islands and mountains, 3. Rocks/hail and 4. great wrath/plagues, suggest they are talking of the same event.


I would speculate that the prophets at times did not understand what they were seeing, but were trying to be faithful to jot it all down. It’s like looking at a mountain range from a distance. At first, from far, they look like a closely knit group of mountains. Yet upon getting closer we find that some peaks are separated from others by great distances and valleys in between. From a distance they looked like one group of mountains close together, but up close, we see there are distinct peaks and distances between each peak.


Even so some of the prophetic events happen around the same time and are yet separate from each other. The Rapture is different from the Battle of Armageddon and yet they happen near to the same time. We actually have two returns of Christ at the end: first to rescue the believers at the Rapture, and a little later to return with the believers to take over the world at the Battle of Armageddon. But from a distance it could possibly look like the same event, when in fact we will see they are separated by at least a 30 day period. Maybe that’s why the prophets described them very similarly, because to them it looked like the same event!


The Seventh Seal


The opening of the seventh seal of Revelation 8 is at the beginning of the Trumpets of Tribulation. We read, “And when he had opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven about the space of half an hour. And I saw the seven angels which stood before God; and to them were given seven trumpets.[79] 


Someone once told me he could prove there were no women in heaven. I said, “How’s that?” He showed me the verse, “There was silence in heaven about the space of half an hour.”He said, “That proves there are no women in heaven.” Well, I do not think Heaven could be Heaven without women. So let’s get back to our study.


In chapter eight of Revelation we see the sealing of the saints. One of the angels says, “Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads.[80] When the Trumpets of Tribulation start, we see they affect the earth, the sea, the trees and the people.[81] The Trumpets of Tribulation are being poured out on the unbelievers, not on those with “the seal of God in their foreheads.”[82] The Trumpets of Tribulation only bring 1/3 damage or partial destruction. Later, after God’s people are Raptured away, the Wrath of God will bring total destruction. Now that His people are not around to be innocent victims, God can really sock it to them.


The reason I call the Seals panoramic is because they go from the time of Christ’s ascension, until the Wrath of God. They give a panoramic view of some of the events that are to come forth from the time of John through the last seven year period sometimes zooming in on one event. Therefore, the Seven Seals are a panoramic view of the End Time. They are not chronological. The sixth seal describes the Wrath, which is in fact after the Tribulation period. The seventh seal describes the beginning of the seven trumpets which occur during the Tribulation period before the Wrath. So the sixth seal actually happens after the seventh seal. 


The Seven Trumpets of Tribulation happen when God is tribulating the Antichrist and his forces for persecuting the Church before the Rapture and the Wrath. But as in some movies, we are given a glimpse of an event before it actually happens, so it is in Revelation. We are given a glimpse of the Wrath in the sixth seal, but when we open the seventh seal we actual start the Tribulation period prior to the Wrath. Thanks to modern cinematography we can understand the visual effects John is describing.


To go to Part 3


Notes

[41] 1 John 2:18
[42] 1Timothy 4:1-2
[43] 2Timothy 3:1-5
[44] 2Peter 3:3-7
[45] Zechariah 6:4-5
[46] Revelation 6:2
[47] Revelation 19:11-13
[48] Revelation 14:14
[49] Revelation 6:5-6
[50] Isaiah 28:10
[51] Hosea 12: 7
[52] Revelation 18:23b
[53] Amos 8: 4-6
[54] 2Thessalonians 2:6-7
[55] 2Thessalonians 2:8
[56] Revelation 12:7-9,13-14
[57] Daniel 12:1
[58] Matthew 24:21
[59] Daniel 12:1b
[60] Matthew 24:29a
[61] Daniel 7:25
[62] 2Thessalonians 2:3-4
[63] Revelation 13:3-4
[64] Revelation 12:9,11-13
[65] Revelation 12:9,14
[66] Revelation 13:7
[67] Revelation 13:5
[68] 2Chronicles 36:14-16
[69] Hebrews 11
[70] Hebrews 11:35b
[71] Revelation 6:9-11
[72] Revelation 13:16-17
[73] Revelation 13:5
[74] Revelation 7: 14-17
[75] Revelation 21: 4a, 7:17b,
[76] Revelation 6:12-17
[77] Revelation 16:17-21
[78] Revelation 6:12-17, 16:17-21
[79] Revelation 8:1-2
[80] Revelation 7:3
[81] Revelation 8:7-11
[82] Revelation 9:4

Monday, September 20, 2021

Make Your Life an Exclamation Point!

 


—What I learned from a cancer diagnosis and being hospitalized.

By Micah

Several months ago, I spent a windy, wintery afternoon outdoors with my family. The next day I felt run-down, and later on I got a slight fever. I attributed it to not wearing warm enough clothing the day before. The fever went away and all was well for a few days, but then I got a fever again, this time a little higher. That also went away, although I wasn’t back to my usual healthy self. Then, the next evening, the fever returned with a vengeance, and I began shaking uncontrollably and could hardly stand. My daughter helped me into bed, and by morning, the fever was down, I wasn’t shaking, and I felt somewhat better.

My wife and I prayed and decided that I should go to our doctor, who after looking at the blood test results, called emergency at the hospital to let them know I was coming. The doctor had no idea what the problem was, but the blood test clearly showed that whatever I had was no ordinary sickness.

The prognosis

At the hospital, they gave me several tests, and in the evening, a doctor sat us down to explain their findings. It seemed that I had a large black abscess on my gallbladder and liver, and that under this black mass, I had liver and gallbladder cancer. Later, after taking more tests, the doctors believed that the cancer may have metastasized into my spine. An operation was out of the question, because it could easily cause the cancer to spread.

My daughter, who had come with me, was shocked. To her it seemed almost like a death sentence, and she communicated my dire condition to her siblings.

I was immediately hospitalized and put on an IV drip of the strongest antibiotics the hospital had to try to shrink the black mass and bring my fever down so that they could see how bad the cancer was underneath.

My mind was the battlefield

From the time I heard the doctor’s prognosis and saw the deep concern on my daughter’s face, I knew that I couldn’t even begin thinking about how this could play out or I’d be sunk. Everything in my mind wanted to gravitate to the words of the doctor, but I knew I couldn’t.

I could have so easily defaulted to “Oh my God! My life is over! Oh God, there is so much I need to do! My whole world just fell apart. This is terrible, beyond terrible! Where’s my bucket list!” That was easily how I could have reacted if I had opened the door to fear.

I think my daughter initially thought I wasn’t taking it seriously enough. But that wasn’t the case at all. I was taking it very seriously, so much so that I knew that what I needed, desperately needed, was the Lord’s view of this. Somehow, by God’s grace, I was able to shove the problem to a corner of my mind until I could pray about it and hear from heaven. That might sound a little too easy peasy, but this was way beyond simple positive thinking. It took all my willpower to keep my mind off of what I had just heard, or else I would have been washed away in a mental tsunami and be a dead man walking.

Hospital wake-up time was 6:00 a.m., and I finally got my chance to sit up in bed and hear from the Lord. The wheels of my mind were ever ready to start spinning away with thoughts of cancer, chemotherapy, operations and dying, but I knew I couldn’t go there. I claimed Isaiah 26:3: “Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.” I knew that I had to keep my mind on Jesus, but I also knew that I didn’t have that perfect peace which I sorely needed.

I didn’t have the faith for much right then, except I knew that I had to force my mind to recall different Bible verses and promises until I could hear from the Lord.

When it seems like all hell is trying to take over your mind with fear, to keep your mind on Jesus is no small feat. Maybe that was a little taste of what Jesus went through during His 40 days in the wilderness, being tempted by Satan. Over and over I just commanded my mind into submission until I could pray and get the Lord’s view on my situation.

The first prophecy

Finally, I laid the situation before the Lord in prayer and asked Him to speak to me. I had never been so desperate to hear from heaven as I was then, and He came through wonderfully.

I clung to those words and went over them again and again and again and yet again. I proclaimed that message from the Lord. I spoke it out loud. I sent a copy to my wife. I told friends about it over Skype. I absolutely knew that the Lord had given me those words in prophecy, and I was showing my faith and holding Him to it.

Here is the prophecy:

I will work decisively on your behalf. I am the God of all flesh, is there anything too hard for Me? (Jeremiah 32:27). You are My child and under My care. I have heard your prayers and I will heal you (2 Kings 20:5). This light affliction is but for a moment and will work an exceeding weight of glory (2 Corinthians 4:17). Be ready, because after this, you will be busy.

I will work a work that none will be able to gainsay or resist. “Stand back and see Me fight,” saith the Lord. It’s My turn now, and as I am, I want you to be. The battle is not yours but Mine.

Right away I looked up the definition of decisive. Decisive: No hesitation, indisputable as in a decisive victory, commanding. There was a lot in that message. I wanted some clarification, which I asked the Lord about over the next few days.

Shortly before I was hospitalized, after I had felt run-down and had a fever, the Lord gave me the following. At the time, I thought it was a general prophecy about healing, since I had been studying and learning about healing.

No good thing will I withhold from them that walk uprightly (Psalm 84:11). I have great mercy on all My children, and I know that the enemy is playing for keeps and fighting hard to destroy your faith in Me and My great love for you. I know this, and I will do all that I can, within the limits I placed upon Myself and your free will, to bring about the healing. But I put some of the responsibility for the healing in your corner.

Keeping my mind focused and full God’s Word

Every morning at 6:00 a.m. a nurse would change my IV, take my temperature, and often take a blood test. After that, I was left pretty much to myself. That’s when I would sit and listen for anything the Lord wanted to show me that day, plus ask Him any questions I had, and I would read my Bible, and write down verses that spoke to me.

That still left much of my day free for my mind to wonder away, which I didn’t dare let it. It’s so easy for me to space out for just a few seconds (it’s a talent I have), only to realize that the seconds have turned into minutes, and I’m wandering off the path and way down some rabbit hole and into thickets of mental bramble bushes. The battlefield was clear; it was my mind.

Finding peace

I’ve read and studied about faith most of my adult life, but at that time in the hospital, that wonderful peace and full assurance of faith was something that I knew I didn’t have yet.

I hadn’t realized it yet or put it into words, but even more than to be healed, I was praying for peace of mind and heart, for the full assurance and faith that I could rest in Jesus’ love for me, that He was watching over every detail of my life, and that I had absolutely nothing to fear or be stressed over.

I knew I should pray for healing; the Lord promised healing as part of the atonement. But even more than healing, what I wanted most was a deep all-enveloping peace in my heart, for the stormy waves in my mind to cease, the waters to become calm, and magical moonbeams to sparkle into every corner of my heart. No stress, no wondering if I am missing something, no regrets, no trying to work up faith, no “I’m a fighter. I can handle this, I’ll beat this.” Just peace, that touch of eternity that lets me know that I am in the hands and care of an all-loving Creator who is always here to answer my call and bring all heaven to my assistance and side whenever I ask. It’s knowing that my soul is under the protection and care of a loving Father. It’s knowing that this loving Father loves to transform into good any evil that befalls me. Even when I make mistakes, even horrible mistakes, love will transform those mistakes for good, and love will permeate and fill every fiber of my being.

“Let the peace of God rule your hearts” (Colossians 3:15). This is a peace where nothing is bubbling below the surface.—No crippling fear, no stress consuming my thoughts, no negative thoughts that keep resurfacing, no wrong that God hasn’t forgiven, no regrets. Nothing but a mirror-like calmness in my heart and mind, reflecting the love of my Father, and refracting that peace out into the space around me.

“There is no fear in love. He that feareth is not made perfect in love” (1 John 4:18).

Keep fighting

Even though I didn’t feel full of inner peace and faith, by God’s grace I kept trusting in the words He had given me, and I continued digging into the Word. I also found many good healing testimonies and Bible classes about healing on the Internet. There is a wealth of good healing-related programs on YouTube. The more the Word flowed through my mind, the better.

A couple of months before, I had stopped listening to the news and would just read the headlines. The news had become so filled with negativity and fear that I could sense that it was no good for me. Especially then, in the hospital, I didn’t want any intake that wasn’t positive and faith building. At night I would try to find a Bible movie to watch before I slept so I could go to sleep thinking about God or Bible heroes, and that was a big help.

Boredom and lying in bed all day were big challenges when I was hospitalized. I decided that lying and sitting in bed all day wasn’t doing me any good, so I took a walk three times a day up and down the corridor. Back and forth, back and forth. I got to talk to different nurses on my hallway walks. I memorized their names.

Doctor’s update

The doctor set up an update meeting with me, and insisted that my family also be there so that they could understand the severity of my condition. I think he was also hoping that they could help knock some sense into me. The doctor seemed to think that I wasn’t taking the prognosis seriously enough. I was calm, happy, and trusting, which was not the reaction that the doctor was trained to expect.

Every day was pretty much the same—IVs, blood tests, temperature checks, MRIs or CT scans, Echos, X-rays and more, while the doctors waited for the black abscess to shrink enough to be able to know the severity of the cancer.

Witnessing opportunities

There was a man who moved into the bed next to me, and he joined me for one of my walks. It wasn’t speed walking, but at least it was movement. (It’s hard to walk quickly in slippers and pajamas, while pulling an IV stand.) He was so surprised at all the nurses who knew me and talked with me. He said, “You have so many friends here.” He has stage-four pancreatic cancer and was told that he didn’t have long to live. I got him a New Testament and prayed for his healing, and I prayed with him to receive Jesus. After that, he stuck to me like glue and just wanted to be around me. (Our prayers, love and encouragement are always in demand.)

Every day my doctor would come in and check on me and let me know the latest test results. One day he seemed mildly surprised that the large black mass was shrinking so fast. The Lord was working “decisively.”

Due to COVID-19, no visitors were allowed, so my floor stayed pretty quiet. My wife couldn’t visit, but every evening we would use Skype and talk and pray together. She also sent out a prayer request. It was great to have my wife and others who supported me with their prayers.

“As I am, I want you to be”

During one of my morning prayer times, I asked the Lord to clarify one point in the prophecy I received. He said; “I will work a work that none will be able to gainsay or resist. Stand back and see Me fight. It’s My turn now, and as I am, I want you to be.” He explained this to me as follows:

I do all things well. I am not halfhearted. I am fully engaged right now and with you. That’s how you need to be with others. Whatsoever thy hand finds to do, do it with thy might (Ecclesiastes 9:10). This is the missing ingredient—stepping out on My Word with all your might, not just halfway. Putting yourself all out there shows you have faith in My words to you and your position and authority as a child of God. In nothing be halfhearted.

Follow the steps. The steps of a good man (you) are ordered by the Lord (Psalm 37:23). You see a need, you hear of a need, jump on it. The days of procrastination are over. It is time for action. Faith without works is dead (James 2:26). To encourage faith, to lead in faith, you must act. Show and tell. My children need this so much right now.

I fought for you, now go and fight for others. Everything I did was an example for you to follow.

I want you to turn your life around and be to others what I am to you. It’s a tall order, I know, but I wouldn’t ask it of you if you couldn’t do it. You will never do it perfectly, but you will do it well.

Didn’t I say, be Me in this world? Look back and see (1 John 4:17, 2:6, John 17:18).

Didn’t I say, you are My hands and feet; that you are a reflection of Me in this world? (2 Corinthians 5:20).

Didn’t I say, “Love one another, as I have loved you”? (John 13:34, 15:12).

Didn’t I say, “By this shall all men know that you are My disciples, if you have love one for another”? (John 13:35).

Didn’t I say, “You who are strong ought to bear the infirmities of the weak”? (Romans 15:1).

Read Matthew 22:37–41. How can a man say that he loves God who he hath not seen, when he loves not his brother who he hath seen? (1 John 4:20–21). Let us not love in word, neither in tongue, but in deed and in truth (1 John 3:18). As He is, so are we in this world (1 John 4:17; John 17:18).

Jesus was telling me that He was working “decisively” on my behalf, with no hesitation, indisputably as in a decisive victory, commanding, and that I was to stand back and watch Him work. But then, after He set the example and fought for me, I am to turn right around and work decisively on others’ behalf, with no hesitation, indisputably as in a decisive victory, commanding. Jesus promised to heal me, but He expects me to go and bring His healing, help, supply, and encouragement to others.

In the first prophecy He also said, “Be ready, because after this, you will be busy.” So, He’s also expecting me to get going.

Kick-start your new life

Jesus continued speaking in prophecy:

You are ready. You will never be “ready” in your own eyes, but in Mine, you are ready.

No testimony without a test, and you will have a testimony. Learn to put it all out there. Speak faith, live faith. Be an example of overcoming faith.

It is no accident that you are here to kick-start your new life. For it is God that worketh in you, both to will, and to do of His good pleasure (Philippians 2:13). I knew it was what you wanted, and I brought it about in a way that I knew would be best. My ways are not your ways. 

Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say, rejoice (Philippians 4:4).

You are not absolutely 100% resting in My words to you. Stand on them, proclaim them, plus any other promises from My Word. Either I am the God who healeth thee (Exodus 15:26), who forgiveth all thine iniquities, who healeth all thy diseases (Psalm 103:3), or I am a myth. That’s the place where I am taking you, and where you need to be, the place where you have unshakable faith in the Word of God. Though all hell assails you, you stand on the Word of God. I have given you a believing heart.

Don’t look at your faith; look to Me. Don’t look at the impossibility; look at My possibilities. Stand back and watch Me deliver. A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee (Psalm 91:7).

I have to take you to a place of complete faith and trust and rest, because what is coming on the world’s stage is the complete opposite. Your spirit will need to be totally positive against the negative.

Years to rest and reevaluate our faith

In 2010, my wife and I left full-time mission work, but continued our volunteer and mission activities part-time. We also established a language school that turned out to be a good means of income, while at the same time giving us an avenue to witness. During this time, the last of our children left home and started living on their own. But more than that, these past years have been a time of rest, and a time to reevaluate our faith.

For the past several months I had been increasingly more desperate to hear from the Lord about what He wants us to do. I have been taking more time regularly to hear from Jesus and dig into the Word. With COVID-19, social and economic turmoil, and the world situation changing quickly, I was sensing that more will soon be required of us, His children, and that the days of reevaluating, resting, and relative ease are coming to an end, and that Gideon was making another call to the battlefront.

Jesus spoke to me saying:

I want to give you joy in your labors, excitement in your journey, and anticipation of all that I am going to do. That’s what I want to do for you, but you have not been desperate enough to lay hold of this simple principle of faith.

Many have come to the crossroad just like you. I lay before all My children the choice, whether they want it all or are content with just some. Some is still a lot, because you have salvation, and a knowledge of My Spirit and its workings, and have learned a great deal more than many. I would not fault you for wanting to slow down some, all the while staying true to Me and your calling to show love to those around you.

But if you want more, it will cost you. It will take commitment, time, energy, looking foolish, and changing the course of your life. You can do it, but it will be difficult. But at least if you try, you will be further ahead than you would be if you hadn’t tried. It’s better to try and fail than not to try at all. But you won’t fail. Forward progress is not failure.

I cannot tell you who My Father will raise up, for that is yet to be determined by the choices people make, but I can tell you this; that no one is stopping you from becoming one of them.

Set on a new trajectory, a new path for a new day

I feel like the messages that the Lord was giving me could apply to any true follower of Jesus. He wants each of us to see how special we are in His sight and how important each of us is to His plan.

“Get ready for a move of My Spirit.” How do I get ready? Jesus replied as follows:

This has set you on a new trajectory, a new path for a new day. The old is passed away and is no more. Now you must take on the new and forget the past.

 By the word of the LORD were the heavens made; and all the host of them by the breath of his mouth. For he spake, and it was done; he commanded, and it stood fast (Psalm 33:6, 9). My words are like that. “Say in a word, and my servant shall be healed” (Luke 7:7).

Believe it you must, for this is the heritage I have chosen for you. Now it’s your turn. I gave you an example to follow. You are as Me upon the earth now. I will do through you what I would do if I were there in the flesh. You are the vessel I will work through. You are the temple that I will put My Shekinah Glory upon (1 Corinthians 3:16; 2 Corinthians 6:16).

Find the authority of the Word, and faith will come of itself. I said to stand back and see Me fight.

Abraham looked not at his own body, but at the promises:

And being not weak in faithhe considered not his own body now dead, when he was about an hundred years old, neither yet the deadness of Sara’s womb: He staggered not at the promise of God through unbelief; but was strong in faith, giving glory to God; And being fully persuaded that, what he had promised, he was able also to perform (Romans 4:19–21).

Step out of yourself and into My Spirit. It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life (John 6:63).

Once you step out on the water again, you will want to stay there for the rest of your life. Once you throw water on the sacrifice, you will want to throw water on every sacrifice, just to prove the power and might and love of God. Once you do that, you will be consumed with staying and living in that power.

What is it all for? To bring My love, healing, growth, supply, and encouragement into every corner of this earth. You will simply be an agent of My love, an instrument of My peace. That’s a good prayer.

Teaching them to observe all things, whatsoever I have commanded you (Matthew 28:20). I would that you were hot, not cold. I want you to be hot, a fanatic, totally sold on the product. Those are the greatest salesmen. I want you thinking My thoughts and singing My songs. Yes, to the world you will look like a fanatic, but to Me, you will be My cherished vessel that I am able to pour through.

I would that you be hot, not cold. That’s My desire for all My children. I am hot, passionate, ready to move, on the go, turned on, excited, never-a-dull-moment guy. That’s who I am. Love, compassion, and faith are doing words. You don’t sit and do nothing with those words. They are action words.

The words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life (John 6:63). They move. Action and movement are signs of life. When the Spirit moves, there is change and life. You are full of My life and My Spirit. You are full of change, renewal, and life. I effect change. I am not stationary. I am constantly effecting change in this world. I am on the go. Now go!

Actions speak louder than words. Let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth (1 John 3:18). But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only (James 1:22).

I had compassion on them and healed them. You have compassion by faith; now go and heal them. Everything from now on is by faith. You don’t have to feel anything. You don’t have to feel healed to be healed. You don’t have to feel loving to be loving. You don’t have to feel faith to have faith. You don’t have to feel like doing something to do it.

Do you see? It’s all by faith from now on. You praise and thank Me by faith. You listen for My voice by faith. You are alive with My life and by My life. You pray by faith. You believe by faith.

When I say, “Go in faith and slay the giants of your day,” you can go and slay the giants. You don’t look at the size of the giants and weigh out the options. You go and attack, and I do the rest to fulfill what I asked of you. You just believe and go. If you think, you sink. Spiritual warfare bypasses the mind.

The psalmist proclaimed, “It is good for me that I have been afflicted” (Psalm 119:71). You see, no good thing will I withhold from you, even afflictions. You’ve got to see everything that comes into your life in the same light. I sent it or I allowed it for your good. It gets you to seek Me more. It gives you challenges and hurdles to overcome to strengthen you. Now no chastening (correction, training) for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless, afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby (Hebrews 12:11).

But for you who see My hand at work, it can become joyous as you see all things at work in your life to the point where you shout: “Bring it on! If I need it to make me stronger, then so be it. I accept that You allowed it, even if the devil brought it. And I will scale this mountain by the grace and strength of God, and I will be stronger and wiser from doing it.”

That is the proclamation of a child of God: “I will attack each and every problem and obstacle in my life with how I can, not with why I can’t.”

The turning point

This was a turning point for me. On my morning hallway walk I felt like shouting it out loud. “Bring it on! If this is what I need to keep me close to You and kick-start my calling, then go for it! Do it! Keep the heat on until it sinks in.” It felt so liberating to say that. I was finally seeing this affliction as one of the “all things that work together for good” (Romans 8:28).

In almost all of my prayer times the Lord said, “In everything give thanks” (1 Thessalonians 5:18), and I did thank Him for everything He was doing in my life, but it wasn’t until that morning that I actually and whole-heartedly felt thankful for being there.

The Lord also told me several times to “sit back and enjoy the journey.” How does someone in a hospital with a potentially life-threatening sickness enjoy the journey? But over and over He told me that, until that morning, when it finally sunk in.

Practically every message Jesus gave me started with: “The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord: and he delighteth in his way” (Psalm 37:23). I believed that, but I will honestly say that it didn’t fully sink in until that morning.

“Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say rejoice” (Philippians 4:4). “Rejoice evermore” (1 Thessalonians 5:16). All these verses seem counter-intuitive when someone is hooked up to tubes, lying in a hospital, and hearing the doctors’ grave proclamations over their body.

Up until that morning I was fighting the good fight and staying in the Word and praying, but I knew in my heart that I was still not fully lifting my arms up in the air, letting go, and trusting completely in God’s promises and goodness.

But that morning it clicked! “Bring it on! This is great! He promised to heal me, and He told me to sit back and enjoy the journey. He told me that He was kick-starting the next phase of my life, and He’s given me all this time to relax, read, study, and hear from heaven. I mean, this is great! God is doing it! Hallelujah!”

I can’t fully describe how energizing that was—to be free from trying to keep the faith, and to simply trust and enjoy what God was doing in my life. Just having that full trust released a wonderful peace, positive energy, and healing power.

I felt like Captain John Paul Jones, with his ship taking on water, burning, and most of his crew either injured or killed. When Captain Pearson of the other ship yelled out across the water and asked if Jones was ready to surrender, without a moment’s hesitation Captain Jones yelled right back, “Hell no! We haven’t even begun to fight yet!” And he went on to win the battle.

Your life should be one big exclamation point! 

Here’s another message Jesus gave me:

That needs to be your declaration also to whatever life and your enemies throw at you. “Hell no! I haven’t even begun to fight yet! Bring it on!” Quitters never win, but winners never quit.

Just making it alive day after day is not the answer that the world is looking for. They want to see overcomers, people consumed with a vision and goal and a reason to live that inflames them and sets them head and shoulders above the multitude. The world is looking for the lights of My Spirit and will be drawn to them.

I want your words to be filled with emotion, with exclamation points! Your life should be one big exclamation point! The world around you should be different because you are in it. It will be forced to take sides for or against Me—hot or cold. Hail Him as a messiah or nail Him to a cross. God did not mean for man to carve out some safe middle ground, some safe zone between good and evil. There is a war going on in the earth, but so many shut their eyes to the war and go about their daily lives as though the war does not exist and all is well.

Be a man of action and passion. Passionately attack today. Be a life giver, a mover and a shaker. I was. Be like Me. Be an illuminator, not a caretaker.

Well-meaning loved ones

At this time, the doctor said that the black mass had shrunk enough that he believed that I don’t need to have a constant IV anymore, and that I could take oral antibiotics at home and come in two or three times a week for more tests as they continue to assess my condition. That was great news, positive news.

All my children had received updates of my condition, and some were thinking that I was on death’s door. They wanted to know what plans I had made for my funeral, what song I wanted sung, what message I wanted given at my funeral. I know they said those things out of their love for me, but I was praying and doing all I could to keep believing, trusting, and having a positive outlook. The last thing I wanted to think about was my body all nicely laid out in a funeral home or scooped into an urn. There may come a time to think about such things, but that wasn’t the time.

Final results

Between doctor visits, CT scans, MRIs, blood tests, Echo scans, cameras inside my body, I continued praying and hearing from the Lord. I really didn’t want to miss this chance to move ahead. I knew God allowed this to help me get going, leave the past behind, and go for broke.

Tomorrow, May 20th, I go to the hospital to hear the results of the latest tests and CT scan. I believe that the tests will reveal that Jesus has healed me. He has given me so much peace of mind and heart through all this. But if the tests seem contrary to what I am trusting God for, then I’m ready to yell across the spirit realm at the devil and all his demons: “Hell no!!! I haven’t even begun to fight yet!!! Bring it on!!!”

Conclusion

I just returned from the hospital and meeting with the doctor. He sat us down to go over the latest finding and the doctors’ conclusions. He put up a CT scan of my gallbladder and liver taken on my first day in the hospital, and put that side by side with the CT scan taken last week.

The doctor said that a case like mine was extremely rare and that they couldn’t account for it. The doctor told us that whenever there is such a huge black mass and abscess in the gallbladder and liver as I had, it doesn’t heal as quickly as mine did, and underneath the mass is always cancer. But in my case, all traces of cancer disappeared, which just doesn’t happen. And then he gave his final diagnosis:

I AM 100% CANCER FREE!!! HALLELUJAH!!!

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